Upswing or Downswing ?

Yes or no

In or out

Love or hate

Up or down

Truth or lie

Live or die

Hold or behold

Mind or soul

Don’t let choices fool you. They are all the same. Pick what makes you happy.

Resolutions 2.0

This file is titled 2.0 because I want to miss the step of fucking up my initial Utopian plan and jump straight to the achievable one. The idea to share these silly things here is that in some twisted way I would feel more accountability towards accomplishing them. Or some of them.

I don’t know if resolutions are supposed to be of a fixed kind. I have never consciously thought about making one. However, the first day of the new decade gave me some hints. Hints that were staring at me in my face. Hints that said, I could easily improve a lot many aspects of my life. Very simply so.

Here I go:

1.       I will sit up straight at all times, so that in future, my backbone doesn’t try to make love to my knees.

2.       I will have a massive VETO over my tear glands. They will not be allowed to trip on their own.

3.       I will learn to be kind to my Mommy. Even if she nags me all day long. I nagged her for 9 whole months!

4.       I will restrain from fighting with Auto guys.  Will resort to direct slaps.

5.       I will not believe what I want to believe. I will say hello to Mr. Reality more often.

6.       I will love beer a little less, and love my belly a little more.

7.       I will stop cleaning random spaces. Or random peoples’ spaces.

8.       I will hide my credit and debit card in the most unapproachable drawer for 364 days of the year.

9.       I will not mock everything Madu.

10.   I will learn the Stock Market and its workings.

All the above points come with a prefix of try. However, I will genuinely seriously try.

Thanks everyone for all your mean words and your irritated looks. It helped ruin my 2010, and will hopefully help make my 2011.

A la prochaine 

Lived Well. Live Again!

If 2010 was a year to take note of shocking outcries, 2011 looks like one hell of a bitch.

Now bitches could do you good sometimes. My bitch of a day (today) seemed to carry a lot many promises. A lot many hopes. A lot many woahs...

Without delving into the whys and hows, let get straight to the 2010 personal WOAHS...!

1.    Graduated as a Mican who ATTENDED classes like her batchmates !!

2.    Pulled of my stunt of the year during Graduation

3.    Shared love and friendship with our highness, Rani Sahiba. Finally, after 4 years !

4.    Had the blonde moment of the century with the idiotic mail !

5.    Loved the first 4 months at Balaji ! (definitely WOAH)

6.    Survived the next 4 !!

7.    Managed to have offices on the same street as Mots’. Yet again.

8.    Started driving normally J

9.    Arrrrun got married

10. Daddy dearest knows my deepest darkest secret

11. The above took place without any form of intoxication present

12. Big man meets my man. Phew.

13. Opened FB every single day for the past 4 months due to work

14. MICA Alumni came. And went :O

15. Partied, Fought, Broke up, Hugged. REPEAT.

16. Partied with the best Losers in town for a warm 2011 welcome. 

However, the entire year and its doings can be stated in the words I wrote here earlier.

To. For. Of. (2010)

Un-high drinking. Sleeping, yet not. Bending backwards. Never coming forward. Shamelessness. Sadly mental. Gladly physical. Smiling. Rediscovering the same old friends. Christmas-y Cleaning. Making strange sounds. Ordering the eyes to stay put. To stay dry. Smooth drives. Scary Signals. Doing the expected. All over again. Dancing, without music. Taking a knock. Unstructuring. Pasting Winners. Dreaming a Pasta. Delivering one. 'Getting down'. So fucking down. Uncareful. Being a bitch. Feeling like one. Cheating. Unconditional loving. 
Hoping against hopes. Creating a blog. Being kinetic. 
Living a little. Same as yesterday. 

..........Happy Happy New Year..........

Happy Holidays !

Space Shot scare !

Happy Anniversary !!

Chirpy Chirkuts

Aye Udi..Udi..Udi..Udi....

Every once in a while...

You understand what family means. 

Every once in a while...

You know how much you are loved, even though you feel nauseated every moment. 

Every once in a while...

You are the kid, yet your parents behave like one. 

Every once in a while...

You learn exactly how vacations ought to be. The detox, pure ones. 

Every once in a while...

I value everything I have and, to which, I am about to give the biggest jerk of my life !

For everything to remain as perfect in the coming years...For many more such times !! Happy Holidays to you too :)

The times we share

The heart is the guide

For my brain tonight,

And desire delays

Any sort of goodnight.

I make my bed

I tuck myself in.

I read a few pages

With a broad foolish grin.

With a feeling so light

I smile through the night

And closer seem those distant dreams.

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Your desk is tidy

Your mind is blank

Your body exhausted,

I am proud of my man.

We meet tomorrow...

Much smarter today!

We hide from the world

To celebrate and stay.

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How wonderful it is...this existing reverie

Surrounding us, while we sit back and be.

While the world is so noisy and dreary today,

We are a numbingly colourful case.

Beauty-full Life.

You knock every morning, you make me want to wake up

You ask me to dance, I end up copying your steps

You snatch the TV remote, I never love cartoons more

You show me all your stars, I see them shine for the first time

You cry at the sight of food, I cry at the lack of it

Yet everyone believes you to be the ‘kiddie-me’.

If only I was half as cute. You are my Beauty, and will forever be. 

What do you want ?

Sleep all you want. Your snooze goes off anyway.

Fail all you want. Frustration will take over, someday.

Gloat all you want. Reality still hits you everyday.

Holiday all you want. Boredom will strike you anyway.

Love all you want. And wait for it to consume you. One day.

Smile all you want. Your face will be remembered always.

Work all you want. And thank God for Fridays.

Smoke all you want. To help make in-built ashtrays.

Splurge all you want. Though savings will save some dismay.

Whine all you want. Life helps you un-crib anyway.